aLL i ReaLLy NeeD is TiMe..

Dear diary..
Today I saw a boy and I wondered if he noticed me.. He took my breath away.

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly.
Diary, do you think that we’ll be more than friends?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WAROMATULLAHI WABAROKATUH..

Byk fasa aku lalu hari ni.

tak lama pastu, mama call.. we have a lil’ girl-to-girl’s conversation. hehe.. it’s bout my luv life ar. mama tanya.. per citer skrg ni? dan juga ada sentuh sket ttg abg angkat aku.. erm.. mama mmg tau ttg hubungan cinta aku sebelum ni ngan sofrie. i guess i have to agree with her this time. and, now, she is more concern to my personal life. hoho.. i’m panic.. ;p

uhhhhh! STILL i got problem with my own friend…. arrrrhhhhhhgggg…. hate it!!!

Ada beberapa saja teman yg perasan gelodak dalam hati ni. Namun maafkan aku teman kerana aku lebih suka menafikan. Paling tidak pun memutarbelitkan perbualan. heh.. Tak tahu mengapa sukar sekali mengungkap rasa sebenar. Bahagia? Bukan. Sedih? Pun bukan. Hidup ini rasa sedikit kosong.. ada bahagian yang kosong. jiwa ini seakan mendambakan sesuatu. Tp apa?

Mungkin juga kerana aku terlalu memilih. Sentiasa mahu yg terbaik tp akhirnya apa yg aku dpt?

letting g0 d0esn’t always means y0u are weaK.

s0metimes it meanS y0u’re str0ng en0ugh t0 let g0.

kini telah lama kita berpisah

rintihan asmara kian berubah

tiada lagi mengharap

tiada lagi belaian manja mu

semua telah berakhir

ketenangan hidup menyinariku

keperitan cinta terlerai sudah

tabah dengan hati luka nan berduri

ku mengenali siapakah diriku

yang sebenarnya

tiada lagi tangisan

tiada lagi air mata

membasahi jiwa luka

yang tinggalan hanya memori duka

semuanya diduga prtemuan kali ini

takkan berkekalan

berakhirlah istana bahagia

biarkan daku hidup kesorangan

tak perlu lagi cinta yang menghiris luka

titisan air mata kini kekeringan

tak perlu menabur kasihmu

dan kini tertutup jendela harapan ini

kau yang menanti ke pangkuan aku

semua takdir yang telah ku temu
akan ku rela segalanya tanpa mu

From The Movie Main Prem Ki Diwani Hoon

(Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse)

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Log kehte hain paagal hoon main yeh bhi na jaanoon

Dil lutaaya hai maine,

ab kisi ki na maanoon

Chain de karke maine bechainiyaan yeh li hai

Neendein udaake maine tumse vafaayein ki hai

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Jee rahe hain hum tere dam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Kuch ishaaron mein tumne humse jo yeh kaha hai

Ab yakeen aa raha hai, tumko bhi kuch hua hai

Kyoon tumko dekhte hain, kya dil mein sochte hai

Toofaan jo uth raha hai, hum usko rokte hain

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Yeh milan hai sanam ka sanam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam

Ki kasam

Haan kasam

Yeh kasam

Di kasam

Li kasam

Haan kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

sape pernah tgok filem ni? aku sndiri pun da lupe tp mmg sedih siot.. hindustan la katakan..

actually lagu ni asalnya adalah sebuah puisi.. tp dilagukan..

Assalamualaikum.. hari ni habiskan byk masa kat kampus. jam 11pg de grup meeting. latihan drama. jaga je jam 10 tu aku tak terus bangun tp still baring2 lg. Aina ketuk pintu.. muka masing2 sembab - baru bgun tidur. hehe.. hidup bujang gini ar.. kuikuikui.. kami janji nak jalan same. ema (member satu grup utk subj nie) sms.. inform yg diorg de kat Foyer Library da. huhu! sory guys! lepas siap sume.. turun singgah yardley but upernye yardley da turun dulu. jumpe kat dlm bas. sampai je kat foyer tu, terus stat.

beat sms, ajak tgok ‘battle of the band’ mlm ni. katanya nak cuci mata. taula aku pe mksud die tuh. kwang kwang..

oya. smlm g ekspo konvo. ramai gaks jumpe balik kenalan2 aku spjg aku kat uum ni. dak hyuuga yg aku kenal kat fs ni pun aku da jumpe live. senior (da sem 8) time aku sklh menengah merangkap bekas anak murid mak aku (mak aku dulunya cikgu klh rendah), dan juga bekas pakwe salah sorang member kamcing aku. Farhan, senior sem 6 yg aku kenal time same2 ikut kursus spss pun aku jumpe balik. but just say ‘hye’ je la. selebihnya, member2 satu kos ngan aku..

actually, takde mende yg menarik sgt.. tp dpt gaks cuci mata. aku mmg kepingin nak tgok ramai2 manusia mcm nih.. huwahaha,, iyola.. duk bilik sowang2.. keluar masuk bilik jumpe org yg same gaks.. borin2, tido. boring2, pasang laptop, online, dgr lagu. assignment yg tak melambak (sem dpn stat ar melambak), study pun bile da dkt waktu exam baru nak terkejar2 buat revision balik. nana, nana..

sprti biasa, aku kene wat jadual ar.. sejak kecil lagi ayah aku da latih kitorg buat jadual harian dan jadual bljr sndiri, cuma nak ikut jadual tu rasa payah lak.. maybe jiwa ni tak hundred percent terdidik. disiplin tu tak kuat. bila la nak change. trying trying!

rajin erk aku update blog? boring punya pasal.

hari ni ko.k takde latihan. jurulatih bg kawan die promote produk CNI kat kitorang. lor.. nasib baik kehadiran amik. mau aku ngamuk je td.. tp dlm hati je la. terkilan pun ade. huhu.. dtg nak blajo.. huhu.. tp ok gak dgr direct selling ni. kire, org bisnes mesti terer dlm komunikasi ek? oh bisnes..

baru sedar kepentingan makanan supplement skrg nih.. nti aku nak amik gak ar.. bg aktif sket. hehe.. jaga kesihatan since umur muda ni byk faedah dpt bile da tua nti.

oya.. bob hanto msg lagi. haha.. bob! siot jek. kite berdua je yg tau okkkkkk..

read each question below, for every
question, you
must type in the first name that comes
into your
mind. just one.. just only ONE! u r
not included.

ready? go.

thanx to izle. my philipino gurlfriend. haha.. actually i should repost this in the bulletin but, hey.. there’s no such rules like that anyway. hehe.. so here me go and here it is, in my blog. going breaking the rules.

ehemmm..

1. u sit near to in class
.+. in mostly class, Beat.

2. has great looking hair
.+. seriously, Shah Rukh Khan.. not a joke.

3. has a great smile
.+. ermhh! ALL! can’t think of only one person. i luv seeing people smiling.. especially when they’re smiling at me.. ;p

4. has a deep voice
.+. my dad. never forget to mention, Robert James. haha..

5. has a cute laugh
.+. Siti Nurhaliza^^

6. has a wild laugh
.+. Siti Hasmah. jii.. that gurl… wondering how is she doing now at UM? Laughing?

7. looks cute with makeup on
.+. perharps, me??

8. is funny
.+. real jokes are damn funny.. ;p

9. is good in drawing
.+. hoho.. portrait or wut? if portrait, should be Gaiyus Entol! Ever meet Hritik Roshan? he had that look.. ;)

10. is tall
.+. Mr David. My dad’s Australian friend. he’s the first that come thru my mind.

11. has C.A.T. hair
.+. i dunno

12. has good penmanship
.+. i dunno

13. is good in math
.+. Satria.. sometimes i call her Rekha.. hihi..

14. has pink cheeks
.+. erm…

15. Is good in volleyball
.+. surely not me.

16. is good in badminton
.+. Padil, Irfan (charlison is his name before converted into Islam), Beat.

17. loves to play the guitar
.+. Lots of! like them very much! my dad, Padil (my cousin), Ziela & Amoy Suraya (my bestfriends), Sofrie (my ex), Along.. ;p

18. loves his/her cell
.+. WanChu! haha..

19. is teacher’s pet
.+.

?

20. is short
.+. me? huhu..

21. has pretty eyes ?
.+. arabic look, Aina ;p (same with ur friend’s name, izle..

22. has a cool last name
.+.  Malaysia doesn’t have one. erm.. i pick Christina Aguilera’s. ‘Aguilera’ is cool^^

23. no.22’s love interest
.+. hoho.. dunno.

24. no. 12’s love interest
.+. i dunno either

25. no. 18’s love interest
.+. dunno. ;p

26. no. 11’s love interest
.+. n.a.

27. no. 13’s love interest
.+. no comment.

29. love’s purple and pink
.+. pink and black ;p

30. who you’d like to give you a
testimonial
.+. all

that’s it. daaaa..

Penat sungguh..!

exam PMM tak semudah yg aku sangkakan.. ade soalan yg aku tak sure jwpnnya. sudahnya ikut logik je la. SDG pun aku tak pi. mmg carik nahas tul la aku nih. huhuhuhu..

ni baru balik dr TITAS. hangin je aku TITAS kene wat time tgh hari. time panas2 teghik mcm ni. i’m s0 not in the mood today. after this, i’ll just go take my bath, solat, and.. sleep! so sick that i can’t think of anything else except sleep!

oya. i bought a pair of hanpon chain (i call it hanpon chain.. from the words key chain. hehe). it actually were sold in pair. one with a key, and the other one comes with a heart. i got both. means n0thing actually. it’s just for both of my hp. but, sometimes i think that, it have a lot of significants in my current life. wo.. ^^

ya. i got crush on somebody, which i know i’ll never be with. haha.. life. so complicated. it’s me who makes it complicated anyway. ya i know. but still all this keeps spinning in my mind.. i guess i’ll never know why it happen so fast. maybe cuz ‘expectation’. or else. but for sure, i’ll never let him know.

kind of sad. or angry. or wut ever..

here me go. with all the negative feelings.

damn.

sebelum aku tahu akan artinya cinta terlena ku dibawanya ke sana

Setelah dia pergi baru aku mengerti kutelah jatuh cinta kepadanya

Oh.. aku rindu, Katakan padanya aku rindu
Oh.. burung nyanyikanlah, Katakan padanya aku rindu

 

waa.. korang takde nak komen ke pasal ni? hihi..

okies.. hye all.

em.. nak ckp pe ek. oh.. aku nak ulas sket.. bandingkan bulan lalu dan
bulan ni. erm.. for sure, aku lebih tenang. nak tulis dlm loghat sabah
bleh? sikit jer.. hehe..

sepanjang bulan Februari..

…haha! da melalut da. ada satu atau dua perkara lain yang aku nda perlu sebut.. cukup skdr tersemat dalam hati.

things i still have to get over

# masalah sukar utk lelap …trying!

i’ll be the best Hasnie Falina i can be.

rasanya ada lg.. tp otak tiba2 blank. so, till we meet again.