aLL i ReaLLy NeeD is TiMe..

” I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes.. A little righteous and too proud.. but I do want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out….. “

~DeaR DiaRy~

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 12:36 pm on Friday, March 23, 2007

Dear diary..
Today I saw a boy and I wondered if he noticed me.. He took my breath away.

Dear Diary,
I can’t get him off my mind and it scares me.
‘Cause seems like it happens so Fast.

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do..
So Diary, I’ll confide in you.

Dear Diary,
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what’s in my heart?
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe..

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away?
Diary, tell me what to do..
Please tell me what to say..

Dear Diary,
One touch through my Heart..
Now I can’t wait to see that boy again.

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly.
Diary, do you think that we’ll be more than friends?

unbreakable

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 8:03 pm on Thursday, March 22, 2007

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM WAROMATULLAHI WABAROKATUH..

Byk fasa aku lalu hari ni.

Bangun pagi tadi dengan segala rasa tak senangnya. Sakit perut!!

Gi TITAS, lupe bw henset.

Hepi sket dpt jumpa cousin kat varsity mall td. die nak pinjam camera.

Balik, cek msj kat henset… aRRRRRgggHHHH!!!!
[Things I dun have to mention]

Then without even thinking, I call the first person that comes through my mind that moment.. just to cry out loud without even speak at all. Childish me, huh??

My friends come over.. lepak kat bilik. And I’m being me. Pretend nothing happened.

But, yeah. I’m happy with the way they come over.. at least aku tak terus tenggelam dlm mainan perasaan ni. diorang cakap walau apepun, diorang tetap support aku. rasa mcm sayu semacam. Without even knowing my real condition, words that went out from their mouth was worthy to me. I love you guys!

My dad called me.. just asking if I’m okay here..

“Yea dad,.. I’m okay here.. everything is fine.. I eat everyday.. I got stomace-ache on the early morning, but now it’s okay anyway.. yea, my last paper for final exam is on 15th of May, mimie’s is on 18th. so, maybe balik 19hb. Dun wory, i’ll talk to her ‘bout this.. any else? Oh, mom didn’t call me lately? Why? busy? Okay..”

He promise to call me tomorrow.. or after tomorrow… or after after tomorrow.. or after after after tomorrow.. or after after after after after after after after after after after..

“Okay okay, just dun forget to bank-in another cash” Ahakss.. by the way, it’s for my flight tickets ar..

tak lama pastu, mama call.. we have a lil’ girl-to-girl’s conversation. hehe.. it’s bout my luv life ar. mama tanya.. per citer skrg ni? dan juga ada sentuh sket ttg abg angkat aku.. erm.. mama mmg tau ttg hubungan cinta aku sebelum ni ngan sofrie. i guess i have to agree with her this time. and, now, she is more concern to my personal life. hoho.. i’m panic.. ;p


uhhhhh! STILL i got problem with my own friend…. arrrrhhhhhhgggg…. hate it!!!

night like this

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 10:21 am on Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Ada beberapa saja teman yg perasan gelodak dalam hati ni. Namun maafkan aku teman kerana aku lebih suka menafikan. Paling tidak pun memutarbelitkan perbualan. heh.. Tak tahu mengapa sukar sekali mengungkap rasa sebenar. Bahagia? Bukan. Sedih? Pun bukan. Hidup ini rasa sedikit kosong.. ada bahagian yang kosong. jiwa ini seakan mendambakan sesuatu. Tp apa?

Mungkin juga kerana aku terlalu memilih. Sentiasa mahu yg terbaik tp akhirnya apa yg aku dpt?

Tiada Lagi Tangisan..

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 5:43 am on Friday, March 16, 2007

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letting g0 d0esn’t always means y0u are weaK.

s0metimes it meanS y0u’re str0ng en0ugh t0 let g0.


kini telah lama kita berpisah

rintihan asmara kian berubah


tiada lagi mengharap


tiada lagi belaian manja mu


semua telah berakhir


ketenangan hidup menyinariku


keperitan cinta terlerai sudah


tabah dengan hati luka nan berduri


ku mengenali siapakah diriku


yang sebenarnya


tiada lagi tangisan


tiada lagi air mata


membasahi jiwa luka


yang tinggalan hanya memori duka


semuanya diduga prtemuan kali ini


takkan berkekalan


berakhirlah istana bahagia


biarkan daku hidup kesorangan


tak perlu lagi cinta yang menghiris luka


titisan air mata kini kekeringan


tak perlu menabur kasihmu


dan kini tertutup jendela harapan ini


kau yang menanti ke pangkuan aku


semua takdir yang telah ku temu
akan ku rela segalanya tanpa mu

KaSam [JanJi]

Filed under: Film — fina-sophie at 8:24 pm on Sunday, March 11, 2007

From The Movie Main Prem Ki Diwani Hoon

(Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse)

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Log kehte hain paagal hoon main yeh bhi na jaanoon

Dil lutaaya hai maine,

ab kisi ki na maanoon

Chain de karke maine bechainiyaan yeh li hai

Neendein udaake maine tumse vafaayein ki hai

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Jee rahe hain hum tere dam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Kuch ishaaron mein tumne humse jo yeh kaha hai

Ab yakeen aa raha hai, tumko bhi kuch hua hai

Kyoon tumko dekhte hain, kya dil mein sochte hai

Toofaan jo uth raha hai, hum usko rokte hain

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Yeh milan hai sanam ka sanam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam

Ki kasam

Haan kasam

Yeh kasam

Di kasam

Li kasam

Haan kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

sape pernah tgok filem ni? aku sndiri pun da lupe tp mmg sedih siot.. hindustan la katakan..

actually lagu ni asalnya adalah sebuah puisi.. tp dilagukan..

CucChi mata

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 7:52 pm on Saturday, March 10, 2007

Assalamualaikum.. hari ni habiskan byk masa kat kampus. jam 11pg de grup meeting. latihan drama. jaga je jam 10 tu aku tak terus bangun tp still baring2 lg. Aina ketuk pintu.. muka masing2 sembab - baru bgun tidur. hehe.. hidup bujang gini ar.. kuikuikui.. kami janji nak jalan same. ema (member satu grup utk subj nie) sms.. inform yg diorg de kat Foyer Library da. huhu! sory guys! lepas siap sume.. turun singgah yardley but upernye yardley da turun dulu. jumpe kat dlm bas. sampai je kat foyer tu, terus stat.

beat sms, ajak tgok ‘battle of the band’ mlm ni. katanya nak cuci mata. taula aku pe mksud die tuh. kwang kwang..

oya. smlm g ekspo konvo. ramai gaks jumpe balik kenalan2 aku spjg aku kat uum ni. dak hyuuga yg aku kenal kat fs ni pun aku da jumpe live. senior (da sem 8) time aku sklh menengah merangkap bekas anak murid mak aku (mak aku dulunya cikgu klh rendah), dan juga bekas pakwe salah sorang member kamcing aku. Farhan, senior sem 6 yg aku kenal time same2 ikut kursus spss pun aku jumpe balik. but just say ‘hye’ je la. selebihnya, member2 satu kos ngan aku..

actually, takde mende yg menarik sgt.. tp dpt gaks cuci mata. aku mmg kepingin nak tgok ramai2 manusia mcm nih.. huwahaha,, iyola.. duk bilik sowang2.. keluar masuk bilik jumpe org yg same gaks.. borin2, tido. boring2, pasang laptop, online, dgr lagu. assignment yg tak melambak (sem dpn stat ar melambak), study pun bile da dkt waktu exam baru nak terkejar2 buat revision balik. nana, nana..

sprti biasa, aku kene wat jadual ar.. sejak kecil lagi ayah aku da latih kitorg buat jadual harian dan jadual bljr sndiri, cuma nak ikut jadual tu rasa payah lak.. maybe jiwa ni tak hundred percent terdidik. disiplin tu tak kuat. bila la nak change. trying trying!

rajin erk aku update blog? boring punya pasal.

hari ni ko.k takde latihan. jurulatih bg kawan die promote produk CNI kat kitorang. lor.. nasib baik kehadiran amik. mau aku ngamuk je td.. tp dlm hati je la. terkilan pun ade. huhu.. dtg nak blajo.. huhu.. tp ok gak dgr direct selling ni. kire, org bisnes mesti terer dlm komunikasi ek? oh bisnes..

baru sedar kepentingan makanan supplement skrg nih.. nti aku nak amik gak ar.. bg aktif sket. hehe.. jaga kesihatan since umur muda ni byk faedah dpt bile da tua nti.

oya.. bob hanto msg lagi. haha.. bob! siot jek. kite berdua je yg tau okkkkkk..

i luv seeing people smiling.. especially when they’re smiling at me.. ;p

Filed under: FroM a FrieNd ... — fina-sophie at 2:35 am on Saturday, March 10, 2007

read each question below, for every
question, you
must type in the first name that comes
into your
mind. just one.. just only ONE! u r
not included.

ready? go.

thanx to izle. my philipino gurlfriend. haha.. actually i should repost this in the bulletin but, hey.. there’s no such rules like that anyway. hehe.. so here me go and here it is, in my blog. going breaking the rules.

ehemmm..

1. u sit near to in class
.+. in mostly class, Beat.

2. has great looking hair
.+. seriously, Shah Rukh Khan.. not a joke.

3. has a great smile
.+. ermhh! ALL! can’t think of only one person. i luv seeing people smiling.. especially when they’re smiling at me.. ;p

4. has a deep voice
.+. my dad. never forget to mention, Robert James. haha..

5. has a cute laugh
.+. Siti Nurhaliza^^

6. has a wild laugh
.+. Siti Hasmah. jii.. that gurl… wondering how is she doing now at UM? Laughing?

7. looks cute with makeup on
.+. perharps, me??

8. is funny
.+. real jokes are damn funny.. ;p

9. is good in drawing
.+. hoho.. portrait or wut? if portrait, should be Gaiyus Entol! Ever meet Hritik Roshan? he had that look.. ;)

10. is tall
.+. Mr David. My dad’s Australian friend. he’s the first that come thru my mind.

11. has C.A.T. hair
.+. i dunno

12. has good penmanship
.+. i dunno

13. is good in math
.+. Satria.. sometimes i call her Rekha.. hihi..

14. has pink cheeks
.+. erm…

15. Is good in volleyball
.+. surely not me.

16. is good in badminton
.+. Padil, Irfan (charlison is his name before converted into Islam), Beat.

17. loves to play the guitar
.+. Lots of! like them very much! my dad, Padil (my cousin), Ziela & Amoy Suraya (my bestfriends), Sofrie (my ex), Along.. ;p

18. loves his/her cell
.+. WanChu! haha..

19. is teacher’s pet
.+.

?

20. is short
.+. me? huhu..

21. has pretty eyes ?
.+. arabic look, Aina ;p (same with ur friend’s name, izle..

22. has a cool last name
.+.  Malaysia doesn’t have one. erm.. i pick Christina Aguilera’s. ‘Aguilera’ is cool^^

23. no.22’s love interest
.+. hoho.. dunno.

24. no. 12’s love interest
.+. i dunno either

25. no. 18’s love interest
.+. dunno. ;p

26. no. 11’s love interest
.+. n.a.

27. no. 13’s love interest
.+. no comment.

29. love’s purple and pink
.+. pink and black ;p

30. who you’d like to give you a
testimonial
.+. all

that’s it. daaaa..

Tired me..

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 3:45 pm on Thursday, March 8, 2007

Penat sungguh..!

exam PMM tak semudah yg aku sangkakan.. ade soalan yg aku tak sure jwpnnya. sudahnya ikut logik je la. SDG pun aku tak pi. mmg carik nahas tul la aku nih. huhuhuhu..

ni baru balik dr TITAS. hangin je aku TITAS kene wat time tgh hari. time panas2 teghik mcm ni. i’m s0 not in the mood today. after this, i’ll just go take my bath, solat, and.. sleep! so sick that i can’t think of anything else except sleep!

oya. i bought a pair of hanpon chain (i call it hanpon chain.. from the words key chain. hehe). it actually were sold in pair. one with a key, and the other one comes with a heart. i got both. means n0thing actually. it’s just for both of my hp. but, sometimes i think that, it have a lot of significants in my current life. wo.. ^^

ya. i got crush on somebody, which i know i’ll never be with. haha.. life. so complicated. it’s me who makes it complicated anyway. ya i know. but still all this keeps spinning in my mind.. i guess i’ll never know why it happen so fast. maybe cuz ‘expectation’. or else. but for sure, i’ll never let him know.

kind of sad. or angry. or wut ever..

here me go. with all the negative feelings.

damn.

iNi RiNdu!

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 8:28 pm on Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Copyofimg_0061_1sebelum aku tahu akan artinya cinta terlena ku dibawanya ke sana

Setelah dia pergi baru aku mengerti kutelah jatuh cinta kepadanya

Oh.. aku rindu, Katakan padanya aku rindu
Oh.. burung nyanyikanlah, Katakan padanya aku rindu

0n my list

Filed under: 0ther.. — fina-sophie at 7:39 am on Thursday, March 1, 2007

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waa.. korang takde nak komen ke pasal ni? hihi..

okies.. hye all.

salam wasilah.. ^^ (pinjam ayat sorang member lama aku kat Sabah)

Dah lebih seminggu tak tulis ape2. kekangan minda dalam mengukir kata
dan keterbatasan waktu. hanya itu yang aku dpt katakan. thanx pada yg
masih setia mengikuti perkembangan blog ni.

currently, hari ni aku baru habis dua exam. Pengantar Sains Sosial dan
Matematik Pengurusan. totally utk minggu ni ade 3 subj. esok
Mikroekonomi. i haven’t cope all the sillabus for mid-sem exam yet. tp
tak dpt study skrg ni. blok dekat jek ngan karnival tu.. bising.. tp at
least takla rasa sunyi sgt.. so, decided to take time writing this.. at
least, ade gak bende bleh buat.

em.. nak ckp pe ek. oh.. aku nak ulas sket.. bandingkan bulan lalu dan
bulan ni. erm.. for sure, aku lebih tenang. nak tulis dlm loghat sabah
bleh? sikit jer.. hehe..

sepanjang bulan Februari..

# koleksi
buku dah bertambah. campur2, ada tiga semua. buku Ahmad Zabidi Abd
Razak, buku rujukan TITAS, dan buku Teori Mikroekonomi. senang sikit
fhm.. cuz in BM. penulisnya Che Engku Mansoor Che Engku Ismail dan
Jamal Ali.. terbitan UUM.. ehem.. promosi ni, dpt apa a.. hehe..

# suda beberapa kali masuk PSB lepak’ing’ dan pinjam buku.. sem lalu langsung nda pernah masuk.

# Masuk dalam sekretariat MPP; exco Latihan & kepimpinan, dan exco Kesenian, kebudayaan & warisan.

# Roomate pindah bilik.

# keadaan
fulus yang kurang memberangsangkan.. kwang kwang.. tp inilah masanya
utk ubat perangai aku yang suka berbelanja. so, chayo chayo!

# makan nasi sekali dalam sehari. selebihnya just makan bread. gud or not gud??

# sikat rambut guna jari.. :p

…haha! da melalut da. ada satu atau dua perkara lain yang aku nda perlu sebut.. cukup skdr tersemat dalam hati.

things i still have to get over

# masalah sukar utk lelap …trying!

# being more serious in life and work …trying!

# Kurangkan online atas benda yang kurang berfaedah …trying!

# dia …letting go.

i’ll be the best Hasnie Falina i can be.

rasanya ada lg.. tp otak tiba2 blank. so, till we meet again.

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