i love him, but..
aku d sini lagi. lama aku tak jenguk ruangan ni.. mentang2la da ada ruang blog d tmpat yg lagi besh dan canggih.. blog yg satu ni aku lupakan mcm tu je. dah nama manusia, bila dpt gading bertuah..
neway.. life’s.. s0-s0.. have everything to love but still there’s many thing to hate..
nobody deserve me kot. person that i love seems going away, leaving me behind. i cried all nite.. reading all his messages, it’s too much for me.. i hate myself. i lose my faith.. and i lose faith in this relationship. i love him.. but,..
let me tell u.. i’m not strong enuf for all that. ya.. mybe i don’t cry infront of u. i don’t cry infront of my friends, but my heart do cry a lot. u just can’t take the way i am, aren’t u? fine. then leave me. i can’t live with person who doesn’t love me the way i am. i hate pretending everything’s okay.
i won’t say anything anymore. i won’t strive for this relation anymore. i’m tired…………………………!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
