aLL i ReaLLy NeeD is TiMe..

” I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes.. A little righteous and too proud.. but I do want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out….. “

1001 KISAH

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 12:40 am on Friday, March 30, 2007

assalamualaikum wbt..

sebenarnya aku takde modal ni.. [banyak tp tak tau nak mula camaner]. okla.. santapan minda jap.. baca n dgr lagu ni.. insyallah, nti nti sy letak dlm ‘my review’ kat page friendster sy.. skrg ni tgh upload lagu tu.


  • To really love a woman
    To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
    Hear every thought - see every dream
    N’ give her wings - when she wants to fly
    Then when you find yourself lyin’ helpless in her arms
    Ya know ya really love a woman

    When you love a woman you tell her
    that she’s really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one
    Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
    that it’s gonna last forever
    So tell me have you ever really
    - really really ever loved a woman?

    To really love a woman
    Let her hold you -
    til ya know how she needs to be touched
    You’ve gotta breathe her - really taste her
    Til you can feel her in your blood
    N’ when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
    Ya know ya really love a woman

    When you love a woman
    you tell her that she’s really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one
    Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
    that you’ll always be together
    So tell me have you ever really -
    really really ever loved a woman?

    You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
    A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
    She will be there for you, takin’ good care of you
    Ya really gotta love your woman..

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amcm? lagu yg bertajuk ‘have u ever really loved a woman’ ni ditujukan oleh Bryan Adam kepada semua insan yg bergelar lelaki kat muka bumi nih.. rasanya yg khunsa pun boleh masuk sekali nih. biaq insaf sket.

sbnrnya, sblm ni tak pernah dgr pun lagu ni.. tp hari tu surf internet smbil tgok2 senarai lagu inggeris kat galeri lagu syok.org , aku terpandang satu tajuk yg menarik perhatian.. ‘have u ever really loved a woman’. tertarik ngan tajuk die.. nak gak dgr lagu ni camaner kan.. teringin nak tau camaner cara seorang lelaki mencintai seorang wanita. kahkahkah.. inilah aku.. passionate to a thing called LOVE. lepas habis download, aku pun dgr la lagu ni.. fuh lirik die mmg best.. penulis lirik lagu ini semestinya seorang yg deeply in love with a woman! kalau la ada orang mencintaiku sebegini rupa…..

sekali je dengar. lepas tu, aku lupakan terus tentang lagu ni..

until a friend mention about this song [both of us suke lagu oldies even genre lagu tak sama], aku benar2 lupa yang aku pernah download lagu ni, n still ade dlm simpanan. but minutes later baru teringat.. and that’s my second time hearing that song. after that, i hear the song again and again.. put it in my favourite list!! hehe.. rentak lagu tu r0mantis sangat.. i just can’t help it.. ;p

by this time, proses upload lagu tu dah sampai 63% lebih kurang. huh.. nti dgr kat page i taww… kehkehkeh..

nak tau pe aktiviti aku spjg cuti darurat nih?? haha.. lepaking and mengilai. forgive me for that.. actually rasa bersalah sgt cuz ketawa byk sgt tp dah lama tak sehappy ini. bukan hepi sbb takde air [gile ke ape], tp hepi cuz.. entah.. maybe now i realized that i’m not alone.. :)

bangga siot dpt survive kat kolej. rata2 balik umah atau ikut member balik. ha.. jgn jeles ngan aku ek. it’s not my fault that i happen to be an independent girl. muahahah.. ehem.. bukan nak kata yg balik tu tak independent.. aku sebetulnya hanya nak sedapkan hati dengan berfikiran positif ni. tgh berlatih untuk mempositifkan lagi pemikiran dan minda ni. hoho..

hari Rabu bebaru ni, sy, wancu n niza g changlun. pakat nak makan [cuz cafe tutup!], jalan2, dan p karaoke. kahkah.. aku n wancu melalak smpai tak sedar.. rupanya kat luar hujan lebat! siot jek.. takpe, JANJI BAHAGIA.

kitorang main tuju2 lagu. aku nyanyi lagu ‘because u loved me’ utk mereka2 yg pernah dan masih mnyayangi aku.. mereka2 yg pernah masuk dlm hidup aku, while touching my whole heart.., ‘berdua lebih baik’ aku nyanyi utk wancu n niza walaupun kami sedang bertiga.., dan ‘janji’ [lagu dangdut siti nurhaliza]. semalam (khamis), selepas wancu dengar lagu tu dinyanyikan oleh penyanyi asal, wancu kata aku nyanyi lagu tu lagi best. iyolah.. dgn segale lenggoknye.. haha.. sayang sekali aku tak bawak kamera. hehe.. ngade. aku ade nyanyi lagu ‘tenda biru’- ditujukan kepada sofrie [walaupun tak byk benda yg berkait]..

okies.. la ni. lagu tu sy da siap upload, da post kat review da.. :)

aku hepi camni, adakah orang, atau yg lebih tepat lagi, kawan2 aku yang sedang bersedih? kerana mungkin terjadi aku bahagia di sini sedangkan mereka kecewa kerana aku? aduh..

percayalah teman, aku tak pernah bermaksud meminggirkanmu. aku cuma mahu sebuah ketenangan. aku mahu ruang utk perlahan2 melepaskan segalanya pergi. jika selama ini kau masih mampu dan mahu mengerti, tolonglah.. bantu aku utk saat ini! aku tahu tindakan ku ini seperti meletakkan persahabatan kita umpama telur di hujung tanduk tapi mengapa kau begitu sigap berreaksi? tega sungguh kau mengatakan aku telah berubah seiring waktu, masa dan tempat? sampai hati.. kau buat aku terluka, Z. mengapa bibir bisa meluahkan sebuah pengertian tetapi hati itu masih tidak mampu menerimanya? siapa sebenarnya aku dimatamu sampai begitu sekali hatimu terluka? aku akui, sejak satu ketika di mana aku mula sedar perasaanmu terhadap aku sbnrnya lebih dari sekadar kwn biasa,.. saat itu aku mula merasakan persahabatan kita bukan lagi seperti dahulu. itu antara sebab utama aku mula menjauhkan diri.. maafkan aku……… sudah aku terangkan padamu tentang ini. fahamilah, z……. persahabatan kita takkan seperti dulu lagi. aku tak tahu mengapa, aku sudah tak mampu…. forgive me, with all ur heart. we still friends, but will never as close as before.. :(

mmg benar sekali. dalam hidup ni kita tak mampu memuaskan hati semua org.. aku sendiri begitu diburu rasa bersalah, tp apa daya?

ops.. gtg.. member ajak makan! papai!

 

Because you Loved Me….. [^^,]

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 1:09 pm on Sunday, March 25, 2007

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and many m0re.. bukan taknak letak pic.. tp takde pic diorg dlm simpanan… ;p

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through
through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love
into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

~DeaR DiaRy~

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 12:36 pm on Friday, March 23, 2007

Dear diary..
Today I saw a boy and I wondered if he noticed me.. He took my breath away.

Dear Diary,
I can’t get him off my mind and it scares me.
‘Cause seems like it happens so Fast.

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do..
So Diary, I’ll confide in you.

Dear Diary,
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what’s in my heart?
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe..

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away?
Diary, tell me what to do..
Please tell me what to say..

Dear Diary,
One touch through my Heart..
Now I can’t wait to see that boy again.

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly.
Diary, do you think that we’ll be more than friends?

unbreakable

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 8:03 pm on Thursday, March 22, 2007

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM WAROMATULLAHI WABAROKATUH..

Byk fasa aku lalu hari ni.

Bangun pagi tadi dengan segala rasa tak senangnya. Sakit perut!!

Gi TITAS, lupe bw henset.

Hepi sket dpt jumpa cousin kat varsity mall td. die nak pinjam camera.

Balik, cek msj kat henset… aRRRRRgggHHHH!!!!
[Things I dun have to mention]

Then without even thinking, I call the first person that comes through my mind that moment.. just to cry out loud without even speak at all. Childish me, huh??

My friends come over.. lepak kat bilik. And I’m being me. Pretend nothing happened.

But, yeah. I’m happy with the way they come over.. at least aku tak terus tenggelam dlm mainan perasaan ni. diorang cakap walau apepun, diorang tetap support aku. rasa mcm sayu semacam. Without even knowing my real condition, words that went out from their mouth was worthy to me. I love you guys!

My dad called me.. just asking if I’m okay here..

“Yea dad,.. I’m okay here.. everything is fine.. I eat everyday.. I got stomace-ache on the early morning, but now it’s okay anyway.. yea, my last paper for final exam is on 15th of May, mimie’s is on 18th. so, maybe balik 19hb. Dun wory, i’ll talk to her ‘bout this.. any else? Oh, mom didn’t call me lately? Why? busy? Okay..”

He promise to call me tomorrow.. or after tomorrow… or after after tomorrow.. or after after after tomorrow.. or after after after after after after after after after after after..

“Okay okay, just dun forget to bank-in another cash” Ahakss.. by the way, it’s for my flight tickets ar..

tak lama pastu, mama call.. we have a lil’ girl-to-girl’s conversation. hehe.. it’s bout my luv life ar. mama tanya.. per citer skrg ni? dan juga ada sentuh sket ttg abg angkat aku.. erm.. mama mmg tau ttg hubungan cinta aku sebelum ni ngan sofrie. i guess i have to agree with her this time. and, now, she is more concern to my personal life. hoho.. i’m panic.. ;p


uhhhhh! STILL i got problem with my own friend…. arrrrhhhhhhgggg…. hate it!!!

night like this

Filed under: current mood — fina-sophie at 10:21 am on Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Ada beberapa saja teman yg perasan gelodak dalam hati ni. Namun maafkan aku teman kerana aku lebih suka menafikan. Paling tidak pun memutarbelitkan perbualan. heh.. Tak tahu mengapa sukar sekali mengungkap rasa sebenar. Bahagia? Bukan. Sedih? Pun bukan. Hidup ini rasa sedikit kosong.. ada bahagian yang kosong. jiwa ini seakan mendambakan sesuatu. Tp apa?

Mungkin juga kerana aku terlalu memilih. Sentiasa mahu yg terbaik tp akhirnya apa yg aku dpt?

Tiada Lagi Tangisan..

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 5:43 am on Friday, March 16, 2007

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letting g0 d0esn’t always means y0u are weaK.

s0metimes it meanS y0u’re str0ng en0ugh t0 let g0.


kini telah lama kita berpisah

rintihan asmara kian berubah


tiada lagi mengharap


tiada lagi belaian manja mu


semua telah berakhir


ketenangan hidup menyinariku


keperitan cinta terlerai sudah


tabah dengan hati luka nan berduri


ku mengenali siapakah diriku


yang sebenarnya


tiada lagi tangisan


tiada lagi air mata


membasahi jiwa luka


yang tinggalan hanya memori duka


semuanya diduga prtemuan kali ini


takkan berkekalan


berakhirlah istana bahagia


biarkan daku hidup kesorangan


tak perlu lagi cinta yang menghiris luka


titisan air mata kini kekeringan


tak perlu menabur kasihmu


dan kini tertutup jendela harapan ini


kau yang menanti ke pangkuan aku


semua takdir yang telah ku temu
akan ku rela segalanya tanpa mu

KaSam [JanJi]

Filed under: Film — fina-sophie at 8:24 pm on Sunday, March 11, 2007

From The Movie Main Prem Ki Diwani Hoon

(Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse)

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Log kehte hain paagal hoon main yeh bhi na jaanoon

Dil lutaaya hai maine,

ab kisi ki na maanoon

Chain de karke maine bechainiyaan yeh li hai

Neendein udaake maine tumse vafaayein ki hai

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Jee rahe hain hum tere dam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse

Kuch ishaaron mein tumne humse jo yeh kaha hai

Ab yakeen aa raha hai, tumko bhi kuch hua hai

Kyoon tumko dekhte hain, kya dil mein sochte hai

Toofaan jo uth raha hai, hum usko rokte hain

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se

Yeh milan hai sanam ka sanam se

Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

Kasam

Ki kasam

Haan kasam

Yeh kasam

Di kasam

Li kasam

Haan kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam

Kasam ki kasam hai kasam se Humko pyaar hai sirf tumse Ab yeh pyaar na hoga phir humse

sape pernah tgok filem ni? aku sndiri pun da lupe tp mmg sedih siot.. hindustan la katakan..

actually lagu ni asalnya adalah sebuah puisi.. tp dilagukan..

CucChi mata

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 7:52 pm on Saturday, March 10, 2007

Assalamualaikum.. hari ni habiskan byk masa kat kampus. jam 11pg de grup meeting. latihan drama. jaga je jam 10 tu aku tak terus bangun tp still baring2 lg. Aina ketuk pintu.. muka masing2 sembab - baru bgun tidur. hehe.. hidup bujang gini ar.. kuikuikui.. kami janji nak jalan same. ema (member satu grup utk subj nie) sms.. inform yg diorg de kat Foyer Library da. huhu! sory guys! lepas siap sume.. turun singgah yardley but upernye yardley da turun dulu. jumpe kat dlm bas. sampai je kat foyer tu, terus stat.

beat sms, ajak tgok ‘battle of the band’ mlm ni. katanya nak cuci mata. taula aku pe mksud die tuh. kwang kwang..

oya. smlm g ekspo konvo. ramai gaks jumpe balik kenalan2 aku spjg aku kat uum ni. dak hyuuga yg aku kenal kat fs ni pun aku da jumpe live. senior (da sem 8) time aku sklh menengah merangkap bekas anak murid mak aku (mak aku dulunya cikgu klh rendah), dan juga bekas pakwe salah sorang member kamcing aku. Farhan, senior sem 6 yg aku kenal time same2 ikut kursus spss pun aku jumpe balik. but just say ‘hye’ je la. selebihnya, member2 satu kos ngan aku..

actually, takde mende yg menarik sgt.. tp dpt gaks cuci mata. aku mmg kepingin nak tgok ramai2 manusia mcm nih.. huwahaha,, iyola.. duk bilik sowang2.. keluar masuk bilik jumpe org yg same gaks.. borin2, tido. boring2, pasang laptop, online, dgr lagu. assignment yg tak melambak (sem dpn stat ar melambak), study pun bile da dkt waktu exam baru nak terkejar2 buat revision balik. nana, nana..

sprti biasa, aku kene wat jadual ar.. sejak kecil lagi ayah aku da latih kitorg buat jadual harian dan jadual bljr sndiri, cuma nak ikut jadual tu rasa payah lak.. maybe jiwa ni tak hundred percent terdidik. disiplin tu tak kuat. bila la nak change. trying trying!

rajin erk aku update blog? boring punya pasal.

hari ni ko.k takde latihan. jurulatih bg kawan die promote produk CNI kat kitorang. lor.. nasib baik kehadiran amik. mau aku ngamuk je td.. tp dlm hati je la. terkilan pun ade. huhu.. dtg nak blajo.. huhu.. tp ok gak dgr direct selling ni. kire, org bisnes mesti terer dlm komunikasi ek? oh bisnes..

baru sedar kepentingan makanan supplement skrg nih.. nti aku nak amik gak ar.. bg aktif sket. hehe.. jaga kesihatan since umur muda ni byk faedah dpt bile da tua nti.

oya.. bob hanto msg lagi. haha.. bob! siot jek. kite berdua je yg tau okkkkkk..

i luv seeing people smiling.. especially when they’re smiling at me.. ;p

Filed under: FroM a FrieNd ... — fina-sophie at 2:35 am on Saturday, March 10, 2007

read each question below, for every
question, you
must type in the first name that comes
into your
mind. just one.. just only ONE! u r
not included.

ready? go.

thanx to izle. my philipino gurlfriend. haha.. actually i should repost this in the bulletin but, hey.. there’s no such rules like that anyway. hehe.. so here me go and here it is, in my blog. going breaking the rules.

ehemmm..

1. u sit near to in class
.+. in mostly class, Beat.

2. has great looking hair
.+. seriously, Shah Rukh Khan.. not a joke.

3. has a great smile
.+. ermhh! ALL! can’t think of only one person. i luv seeing people smiling.. especially when they’re smiling at me.. ;p

4. has a deep voice
.+. my dad. never forget to mention, Robert James. haha..

5. has a cute laugh
.+. Siti Nurhaliza^^

6. has a wild laugh
.+. Siti Hasmah. jii.. that gurl… wondering how is she doing now at UM? Laughing?

7. looks cute with makeup on
.+. perharps, me??

8. is funny
.+. real jokes are damn funny.. ;p

9. is good in drawing
.+. hoho.. portrait or wut? if portrait, should be Gaiyus Entol! Ever meet Hritik Roshan? he had that look.. ;)

10. is tall
.+. Mr David. My dad’s Australian friend. he’s the first that come thru my mind.

11. has C.A.T. hair
.+. i dunno

12. has good penmanship
.+. i dunno

13. is good in math
.+. Satria.. sometimes i call her Rekha.. hihi..

14. has pink cheeks
.+. erm…

15. Is good in volleyball
.+. surely not me.

16. is good in badminton
.+. Padil, Irfan (charlison is his name before converted into Islam), Beat.

17. loves to play the guitar
.+. Lots of! like them very much! my dad, Padil (my cousin), Ziela & Amoy Suraya (my bestfriends), Sofrie (my ex), Along.. ;p

18. loves his/her cell
.+. WanChu! haha..

19. is teacher’s pet
.+.

?

20. is short
.+. me? huhu..

21. has pretty eyes ?
.+. arabic look, Aina ;p (same with ur friend’s name, izle..

22. has a cool last name
.+.  Malaysia doesn’t have one. erm.. i pick Christina Aguilera’s. ‘Aguilera’ is cool^^

23. no.22’s love interest
.+. hoho.. dunno.

24. no. 12’s love interest
.+. i dunno either

25. no. 18’s love interest
.+. dunno. ;p

26. no. 11’s love interest
.+. n.a.

27. no. 13’s love interest
.+. no comment.

29. love’s purple and pink
.+. pink and black ;p

30. who you’d like to give you a
testimonial
.+. all

that’s it. daaaa..

Tired me..

Filed under: KaTa Hati Ku? — fina-sophie at 3:45 pm on Thursday, March 8, 2007

Penat sungguh..!

exam PMM tak semudah yg aku sangkakan.. ade soalan yg aku tak sure jwpnnya. sudahnya ikut logik je la. SDG pun aku tak pi. mmg carik nahas tul la aku nih. huhuhuhu..

ni baru balik dr TITAS. hangin je aku TITAS kene wat time tgh hari. time panas2 teghik mcm ni. i’m s0 not in the mood today. after this, i’ll just go take my bath, solat, and.. sleep! so sick that i can’t think of anything else except sleep!

oya. i bought a pair of hanpon chain (i call it hanpon chain.. from the words key chain. hehe). it actually were sold in pair. one with a key, and the other one comes with a heart. i got both. means n0thing actually. it’s just for both of my hp. but, sometimes i think that, it have a lot of significants in my current life. wo.. ^^

ya. i got crush on somebody, which i know i’ll never be with. haha.. life. so complicated. it’s me who makes it complicated anyway. ya i know. but still all this keeps spinning in my mind.. i guess i’ll never know why it happen so fast. maybe cuz ‘expectation’. or else. but for sure, i’ll never let him know.

kind of sad. or angry. or wut ever..

here me go. with all the negative feelings.

damn.

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