Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be
There’s a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I don’t know she wouldn’t say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Why she had to go I don’t know she wouldn’t say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mendengar lagu ‘Yesterday’ versi instrumen yg disumbangkan
oleh seorg teman kepadaku.. lagu ini dipopularkan oleh kumpulan Beatles..
Tiap bait lirik lagu ini begitu menusuk jauh ke relung hati.
Melodinya yg sayu.. meresap terus ke jiwa. Meninggalkan kesan pedih yg begitu
sukar utk diungkapkan. Kerana lagu ini mengingatkan aku pd kisah yg taklah
begitu lampau. This is among songs he gave to me.. which I don’t know if he was
really mean it but still I take it seriously. Because I loved him. And, most of
all, this song reminds me to all the precious things I’ve been lost because of
my own mistakes and foolish.
I remember, on the early days when I letting him go …I
cried. Ya I do. It was just like a sad flashback when my mind went to places
where our memories start. I keep on listening to our songs over and over and
over again.. with tears. It was really killing me inside and extremely painful.
Then I wanted to move on instantly, and force my mind, but I
went crazy by trying to control and stop thinking about him. Pretending as if
I’m a tough. But forgetting and letting go is something beyond my control. So I
decide to accept all the feelings and thoughts as they are, which, this journey
was so painful and hurts everytime. Still now. But this pain was better than
avoiding and controlling feelings.
Yesterday has almost filled up my heart, my life, and my
soul. But if I just let yesterday fill up my mind until forever, then tomorrow
can never be for me. Now I’m trying to engage in activities and try things that
may help me forget it slowly while learning the art of accept pain willingly. Hopefully
I can get through this someday.
For now, I just still can’t get over this.. stucked here.
I would like to dedicate this s0ng to him, eventough he’ll
never know..
There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can’t remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this and you hold me like that
I just have to admit that
it’s all coming back to me
When I touch you like this and I hold you like that
It’s so hard to believe but it’s all coming back to me
There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light
There were things I’d never do again but then they’d always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me,
I just hurt you even worse and so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we’d count up all the chances
that were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it’s all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it’s all coming back to me now
